tears drop finally

tears drop finally

on this lonely afternoon

endure for such a long time

i thought i can go through this week

with courage

i thought i able to endure

yet

when another bad thing happens

tears will fall automatically

maybe is an excuse for me

i already hope to cry in the earlier day, maybe?

why all the problem must come together?

especially when no one beside me

especially when i so fragile?

who should i find on the first moment?

NO ONE

i only can cry for help via mobile

to the one i most trusted
and far from me in this very moment

my boy_Raymond

thanks you so much to help me

may the problem didn't solved in the end

but still appreciate

a bad mood today, indeed

i never ever feel so lonely

guess what

i din't even talk to anyone today

until now

except cry for help to my boy

when these day will long lasting?

#sigh

i don't hope to leave from home again

i really miss my HOME so much

:'(

#lesson of the day

at the place that far from hometown

we need to go through the obstacles by ourselves

no one will help

and don't hope that who will give you a help

parents won't always beside you to solve your problem

in opposite

you are the person who suppose to protect your family